I just wanna apologize for the useless sad rant on the previous post. And sorry if siapa siapa terasa.

Still, I thank you all for those who really support me.
Thank you.

its a song for those who are tired of helping the ones you love. Its for those who have given up on helping, those who cant seem to give anymore because there’s nothing left to do but give. Not much of a motivating song hahah but its just some light i’d like to share to those who have never been those shoes who are just tired, and would prefer to go on with their own lives. Peace! (i’ll record it soon)….

You say you’re not the same
You said that you have grown more than
what you have gain
But i still see the pain
We both know that you’ll never ever
change your ways.

You beg me to hold on
You say that the old you is gone forever
You say that you have won
You promised me that you would do
so much better

But then there you go falling
behind their lies, I thought you said you’d
Try again, for the 100th time you’ve
Done this to me…
No Longer Baby cause…

I’m just gonna give up and go
I cant bare to see you like this no cause
You, dont seem to care anymore
You’re back to what you’ve tried so hard
to Let Go
I guess that I should have known
That you wont change no no…
So i’m gonna Give Up and
Go.. Go… Go.. Oh Oh…

Remember When you said,
“They’ll never go nowhere with a love like that!”
So is this what you meant?
Are you proud how far you’ve gotten
When you know you’ve gone nowhere

Else would you run to, behind the lies you hide
and For the 100th time, again you decide to make it harder for me…
But no longer baby cause

I’m just gonna give up and go
I cant bare to see you like this no cause
You dont seem to care anymore
You’re back to what you’ve tried so hard
To Let, Go..
I guess you’ve already known
That you wont change no no…
So I’m gonna give up and
Go…Go… Oh oh…

Wasted Fights, Through out dark nights
You almost had it, Almost saw the light.
Now your tears a meaningless
My words were pointless
Said you’d get better
But its taking forever for you to see…
Ooh, I thought i could be…

There for you when you asked me to, i’ve always been true, Until the 100th time again
you decided to give up on me….

Now i’m giving up on you~… oh oh…oh oh…

Dont you say i was never here…
Cause i have been for 16 damn years…
And you dont seem to care anymore
You’re back to what you’ve tried so hard
to Let Go
I gues that i should have known
You wont change no no…
I’m gonna give up and go…

written/composed by Rina.S

In another hour, I’m going to buy my bicycle.
I’m syked to (soon) purchase this bike.
WHy is this Bike so special you wonder???

Becauuseeee!
Its a Bicycle that you can fold and put it in your little bagpack! YES!! ONly 5kg and you can FOLD it in a bag! and The bike works. Strong and Steady!

Why buy a bicycle? Well, because as much as i do love walking to work which takes around 20 minutes for me to get there everymorning…. I actually would prefer cycling. hate walking on the NON AVAILABLE side walks at the main roads and i dont dare to walk at the housing area inner roads cause you never know what mentally ill person might attack you out of no where. I want something that i can ride and get to work faster.

Why not get a Motorbike?
I dont have lisence. And i doubt my family would agree with it. plus, it would entertain my siblings for life. and i hate bikers in malaysia.

Why not get a car.
I have a car. The Infamous Green Payau back home.

Why not get a real bike?
Cause adi picks me up from work almost every day and we go out for dinner. so folding the bike would be super and i can just put it in the back seat at the end of the day.

Why RED?
cause it matches with my cool phone and hooded sweater.

why now?
cause now, i have money.

So i’m gonna get ready and off to the shops and get me a bike!!!!!!!

PEACE!
P/S : Last night at Lepaq Cafe, Wani was awsome y’all!!!! Wani you honestly are a very talented Songwriter. luv ya! And thanks to those who came to the show!

I had a great show at the Time Out KL : On The Up in No black tie last week. it was funny cause i was frickin’ nervous. and forgot almost all of my lyrics and my chords to almost all of my songs that night. But i manage to cover it up by clicking with the audience.
you can check out the review here at :

http://voize.my/index.php?option=com_content&view=article&id=2428:timeout-klon-the-up&catid=96:events&Itemid=71

kinda tired now. i’ll see you guys next time.
and thanks for those who came to the show, and thank you to Brian Kwan and Time Out KL Mag for giving me a chance to perform.
peace!

Hey yo peeps…
I’ll be heading back to KL tomorrow night. back to work on weds.

so i’ll see u guys there.
oh and i’ll update more new stuff including photos.
peace! (awh man. i wish i didnt have to leave home so soon.)

ok i only got two minutes.
im at kl sentral now. gonna take the bus the airport soon. i’ll be heading home for a few days. cause i’m home sick. hehehe….

Ill see YOU GUYS! *KK buds* soon!

hey guys, wanna say, a belated Gong Xi Fa Cai to all my buds who celebrate the wonderful Lunar year of the Ox! (including those of you who just enjoy the food and lion dances, and Ang pows!) may you and your family have a wonderful, joyful, and super duper prosperous year (Screw the freakin economy la!) Tell yourself that 2009 will be a very blessing and fortunate year!!! (And it will!)

I remember, during Hari Raya, i blogged in Malay. well…lets see if my mandarin is’nt so bad for this new year eh? (at least i’m trying) so forgive me its super bad. (in, let me know yeah…hahaha!)
Gong Xi Fa Cai! Wo yau gen jiang wo men de hao peng you, ni men – Ah Teng, Ah Bev, ah Voon, Ah Jeng, Ah Keff, Ah Rafio, Ah rach, Ah nett, zhezhuie you zhe dao wo zhe, Wo zhe you lai jai huie Jia KK 5th Feb. wo chende hen xiang nien ni men! Ru guo ni men huie ming bai wo jiang zhema, Huuuaaaaahhh!!! Ni men Ge Yi jiang wo Huei Jiang Hua Yi Hen Hao!!! woo hoo!!! Dan Zhe,… Ru Guo pu hoa, yie’ zhe ni men bu dong/ bu ming bai wo jiang zhema…wo yau jiang, Wo hen dui bu jie. ok, bye-bye!!!

if its really that bad…then all i have to say is…
Iya…Lei Chi, Ngor Chi, Da Gai Chi, Em Sai Gong laaaa~~~~ hahahahaha!!!

Jai Jien!!

First just wanna say sorry to farah, i didnt tell u this plan. tau lah kan ini our angan angan plan to secara spontan pop to an island for weekend getaway. but this is super out of the blue.

My sister texts me and asked me “what are you doing this weekend?”. Next thing i knew, im here with my bags packed, at kl sentral, using this neat internet booth while waiting for adi to come by and send me off at the train station. Gonna be visiting my sis in Penang for the weekend. and might bump into Amy.

gonna arrive there like in the super duper early morning and catch the early ferry.

How i manage to reach here ontime after six and avoid shitty traffic of ss2 roads??? hahaha well, lets just say, im a pro at playing hookie be it at school, work, or events. It runs in the family. YET we still ace high scores! well, except for me. i just somehow am always lucky to get away with it. heheh. PEACE out people!!!! Have a great weekend!

As much as i’m fed up, annoyed and up to God knows what level my blood pressure has gone up to regarding work….

I am happy to announce that, Nokia 5800 has started its promotion today including….. a dozen of independant musicians songs free and ready to be downloaded directly on that mobile phone. I’m so happy that I AM ONE of the many dozens of indie musicians.

I flipped the newspaper today, and TAAADAAAA my name was right there promoted in the NOkia add, “Hanya Kau Di Hati By Rina S.”

It was worth the wild.
check out the paper or adds people. thank you nokia. thank you very much.

I’m 25 and i haven’t achieve anything great.

so. Now, i have a whole year to try and achieve something big before next year.

there. that’s my resolution. haha

Happy New Year guys.
Make it a good one.